hello/good morning...

OK, early in the AM and i am experiencing muscle spasms.... another layer i suspect, but i can't sleep and i have been playing with Matrix (M.E) and can't seem so get it to do anything..... not with me, but it feels like i am unable to detatch from expectation/outcome of results... I hurt really bad right now... I'd really apreciate the attention to my back, left side left hip, left shoulder, and up the spine.... who knows which side of the spine as it seems to usually be the opposite in a chiropractors office....

I am pretty sure i am carrying emotion in the muscles and am very tense....
Have discovered this ability to lessen pain with my hands through source energy too... but i think cu z it hurts so much, it's hard to detatch .....

Anyways i am feeling better too from yesterday, and thanks for CEM that was done cuz i could feel it yesterday as i was on the comp a while after i had posted...

oooooooooo, i just noticed that all the muscles around my rib cage are really tight too....

I find it helpful to share my distress, so thanks to the universe for this forum, cuz it was helpful to post....

I want to sleeeeeeeeeeeep.....

I had to stay home for a reason yesterday, cuz my ES had other plans for me... I just about sold my truck. I say it that way cuz it wasn't even about the truck ...which BTW failed the inspection, but it was about meetingthis amazing woman.... Wow, and she actually seemed excited about what i had to say (cuz alot will think i am nuts...lol)
and she had greta energy.... and i went from chaos and feeling hopeless and lost... to laughing my but off with a friend and just high on life.... No not mood swing but a shift... I did ME on my friend and she was laughing on my kitchen floor (dolphins) seeing everything in grids...It was great....
I got a taste of the power of now and no not the book... but the realness of what that means... although i am sure i have a ways togo, but i think i got out of the way, was able to let go, turst and be in the moment... that is powerful...
And I pretty much laughed through the whole session too.... i have to say that to date this my most powerful one
Although i didn't really do anything... and I DIDN'T TRY THAT HARD EITHER... or too hard.

OK, sorry for infiltrating the CEM thread with ME...but i was here in desperation yesterday and now wanted to share my joy....
I will aolso be off of work till friday now..... which is ok, still have the concerns, but It is in the bosses hands (gods)
soooo, gonna be home and have to resort to doctors too, with my son.... he had a fever tonight and his throught (tonsles maybe) are swollen... and this real nasty cough...
acceptance I guess... maybe i am too close to us to let go of the desired outcome... who knows....thanks
don't know what else to do...and he don't let me touch him with any healing stuff....

OK, thanks and I appreciate this place even if i am not all faithful on reading and posting.....

Love and Light....Adrienne