Good morning Adrienne! Big HUG to start off with!

As I was reading your post, the thought that kept coming back to me was that the Ho Oponopono might really help! Forgiveness is a huge in whatever journey you are on. It is hard to trust yourself if you have not forgiven yourself! You also will have a hard time trusting others if you have not forgiven others in your life. They do not even have to be the same people... Forgiveness is more about ME than it is about the person out there that I am forigiving. Ah yea it is nice to have someone forgive us for some transgression we have done against them... But really most people do not even know that they have transgressed us, and then there is the whole thing where we created them and they read our scripts... so who are we really forgiving? When you forgive someone or yourself a healing takes place!!! I believe that most Cancer and other diseases are caused by bitterness and unforgiveness! So by living out forgiveness we live out health and well being.

Trust your instinct about starting the Ho Oponopono module, and discount the minds attempt to stop you from what your spirit knows you need. Hmmmmm... I believe Grace has told me this before LOL... It is a journey in and of itself to trust your spirit and turn off the mind that wants to keep control of you.

Love and Gratitude zartgirl Sallyjane
P.S. I have been on the Ho Oponopono for a week and it is wonderful! I am starting to already see little changes! I am going to listen to it again today!!!!