Hi Keoi-- thank you for your welcome. I feel very grateful to be here and to share and learn with all of you.

Update: Okay, so *now* my ex and I have ended on a better note. I feel relieved about that; just missing him a lot.... Also, though, I am feeling extremely neurologically fatigued which can happen when I experience high emotional stress and I hold in my emotions. (I have chronic fatigue syndrome. Not for long though. This creation of mine is getting old.... )

But you know what? Grace, I really got how I created this abrupt ending. I remembered earlier today that a week ago I got very emotional and kept saying "I want this to be done now! I want this to be done NOW!" It's done now....

Time for me to get to know and take care of me now.

With Love and Gratitude,
Chris